Posted at: 2006-11-16

The fourth version of my homepage has now finally been “set loose” on the net! Those of you who already know me a bit closer, know that it has taken far more time than I had planned to get it all finished. The ideas for this site were conceived already in July, and the site planned to be up and running early in October. And now it’s soon December . . . My new pictures are almost out of date at their very debut on the net. (I guess I will have to plan in a complementary new shot already sometime in February.)
But better late than never, as it’s said. And I’m really pleased and happy about the result, I guess that is why the work took so long, I’m not an easily pleased client for website makers to work for.
But the biggest change in my doings is not just the website, but that I have expanded from only being a local escort, to also being able to travel internationally for dates. This feels really huge, to go from the tiny Öresund area to a more or less global market. The perspective is almost bewildering. Ok, I’ve tried travelling with some well known clients in a more informal manner, but I haven’t done it on the professional level I’m going into now. Hopefully I have worked out all the risk managements and administrative matters sufficiently.
A nice thing with internet is that one so easily can communicate with other colleagues in this business all over the world, and get information about how to arrange practical things, despite all the complications about safety, anonymity and legality, that one has to deal with in this line of work.
And more important yet, one gets to learn nice attitudes and conceptions for this kind of enterprise. That it really is possible to have a positive and non-conflict based approach to the clients and the own identity. That one can learn to internalise alternative emotional notions about what sexuality is to be like, which make it possible to grow emotionally and sexually - away from the old fashioned doctrine of “vulgarity and male penetration” into “eroticism and female enfoldment”.
The purpose of this website is both to attract the clients that already share this kind of understanding with me, and to educate presumptive clients into being able to internalise this kind of notions. So that I to 100% can work on the “light side” of this business. Then it will indeed work for me to travel away for several days to persons I’ve never met before.
I also think this blogging and the future growth of my website will be an excellent way for me to develop myself as a person and grow as an escort, and to see how far I can develop my way of feeling and thinking into functioning as efficiently as possible with the world I live in.